Well finally after taking the advice given here and taking a more active roll I have obtained the results and they are...

She is not pregnant infact it came out thru angry parents that she never took the test when I inquired her parents already knew we had sex and were not happy to the point that they read her email and when they found mine enquiring about the test they forced her to take one. The results are negative. She is not pregant... I dunno with the parents knowning I'm not as hurt by her lying about it as I normally would be... the amount of **** I'm in on both sides for lying to everyone kinda overshadows it.

So basically my life moves on... all I have to say is after this insidant I don't mind the fact that I don't have a girlfriend. I think I'm gonna freelance for a long time just be myself. Go where I want to go and where the stars lead me sort of thing. I'm tired of sleepless nights over someone elses sick idea of a way to hang on to me... I'm tired of having to worry about another humanbeings feelings and thoughts when I go to bed at night. I just want to get back who I was the real me... and just be myself.

So I guess that's all for now... thanks to everyone that supported me here when I was really scared once again you guys prove that this community rocks.

be careful. and have fun!!

Lesson learned?

Single life after a relationship is awesome. Get together with your friends and have some great times, and leave everything behind. Man, I had some great times after my last g/f and I split.

Take it easy. I'm glad everything turned out ok.

It is a very nice time. Then you might just get the urge again...

Glad it worked out for the best.

Thnx for informing, I'm really glad things worked out for the best. Seems like this whole incident clarified you to think what you want for now. Sounds good, enjoy this free time u've been given. Sorry that u had to go through something so stressful , but at least it came out somewhat positive

Laura

Yeah for the most part it is over... accept with the parents and some other minior details that I deal with myself. But I'm happy anything that has to do with her personally is over.

Yeah, go get some b33r...