Did I mention I love him lots?? well if not...I love him lots! anywho, the cross i'm always wearing in pictures was given to me by him and my grandma six years ago for my sweet 15 (my quinceanera) which is like a sweet 16 it's just a spanish tradition.
Anywho they bought it for me in Puerto Rico. At the time he was sick but he went out with my grandma to specifically chose that cross for me. I wear it all the time. I had it blessed by my priest and I try not to go anywhere without it. I tend to not even wear other necklaces if they clash with that cross because I dont like taking it off when I go out. It was just very special to me, and I always feel like I have him with me when I wear it. Anyways I love him, my other grandfather passed away some years back, so he's my only living grandfather, but he's always been the one i've been closest too.
He was here this past summer getting surgery. And I would drive my grandma back and forth to the hospital, and for the first time I actually saw her break down crying because she was so worried for him. I gave her a hug and told her it'd be ok, and that he's a strong man and that i'm sure he'll make it through, he's the one man i've never doubted would make it through things. This past summer my grandma and I became closer then we've ever been, I took her to disney and went shopping with her to distract her, and then would drive her to the hospital. i was really sad when they had to go back to Puerto Rico.
Anyways he's been getting older, and well we dont know how much time he has left. On my mom's bday in nov. we got a call on the phone, at first we thought it was about my grandfather, but turns out it was that my grandmothers sister had passed away. Anyways my mom broke down, (we were in church when we got the news) and when I hadnt heard who it was, my sister and I were so scared wondering if it was my grandfather or not, until my father told us, it was my mom's aunt. I just remember my heart dropping to the floor, I know my sister was worried too. Anyways, I just hope he stays for as long as he can, I love him so much. Anyways Imma stop getting mushy, it's jsut christmas and I got off the phonewith him earlier and well I just love him a lot. I'm off to sleep now. Night people
Laura