I messed up [cant say what I did wrong in the 1st place] and I freaked out.

This, as I saw it, was the end of the world.
I had totally ruined everything.

So... I make an alcoholic coffee milk (Lots of Vodka) and 4 paracetemol.
The plan?
To fade away into a nice sleep and wake up when everything was better and I didnt feel so worthless.
The reality?
Scared everyone I lived with when they found me in a semi-paralysed state in my room mumbling.

And every inch of my body hurts, yet at the same time I want to sleep.

Could I have damaged myself from the concoction or is this just temporary?

Discuss how stupid I am.
And reply f you have done something similar.

Sorry if the thread is rather random and pathetic.

if(getThingFlags(source) & 0x8){
  do her}
elseif(getThingFlags(source) & 0x4){
  do other babe}
else{
  do a dude}

Yes that IS quite stupid.

Doesn't seem like the kind of thing that damages your body permanently. You'll heal in time. Just don't do it again.

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When bread becomes toast, it can never go back to being bread again.

drugs + drinking = pain
got that everyone?
good thing your still here ruth, we'd be sad

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<kak> WHY DO THESE RETARDS CONTINUALLY TRY LINUX?
<kak> IT DOES NOT MAKE YOU COOL.

See a doctor. For sure.

Everyone here seems to have crippling emotional problems....


Am I the only one here that seems to be immune to this sort of thing?



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Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poking me in the ribs and cackling, telling me, "You're next." They stopped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals.

oh, you have them, pagewizard. they're just the inverse of what 'everyone else' has.

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There are two asses in Massassi... and I'm one of them.
The Matrix Unplugged|My Portfolio|My Levels

You'll be right, just be thankful that you were found - and just don't do it again.

*stops sounding like parent*



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If at first you don't succeed, lower your standards.

And glad you're ok.

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http://www.sporkaudio.com

You dumped her, didnt you? Tisk, tisk, tisk...

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I used to believe that we must fight the future, lest change come without our consent. I was wrong. The truth is that we must embrace the future, for only with change can we remain the same.
:wq

No, I have no real problems that I am unable to quickly resolve.



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Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poking me in the ribs and cackling, telling me, "You're next." They stopped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals.

NO!
pft
I just did something wrong whilst in her company.
You live u learn

btw... I wasnt going to DIE from the concoction, just made me go all loose and sleepy.

if(getThingFlags(source) & 0x8){
  do her}
elseif(getThingFlags(source) & 0x4){
  do other babe}
else{
  do a dude}

Addiction to the opposite sex?

*ducks*

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I check my e-mail.

what did you do?

Since yo utold us all this you may as well tell us the rest of the story.



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Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poking me in the ribs and cackling, telling me, "You're next." They stopped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals.

*mystic still gets hit by a well-thrown brick*

I'm not addicted, I just enjoy it.




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Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poking me in the ribs and cackling, telling me, "You're next." They stopped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals.

as do I.

No I'm not telling u the whole story!

if(getThingFlags(source) & 0x8){
  do her}
elseif(getThingFlags(source) & 0x4){
  do other babe}
else{
  do a dude}

No crippling emotional problems here

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I'm not an actor. I just play one on TV.

Aw, c'mon talking about it can help you feel better.


(Actually, I'm just nosy. )

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WARNING: THIS POST MAY CONTAIN TRACES OF PEANUT!
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[This message has been edited by TheJkWhoSaysNi (edited May 20, 2004).]

and surely he's not the only one...

*ducks*



(But seriously, glad you're ok)

[EDIT: and for the record, it's Vodka, milk and KALUHA in a White Russian, and you use the paracetamol for general aches and pains, and for thinning the blood... )

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If at first you don't succeed, lower your standards.

[This message has been edited by Martyn (edited May 20, 2004).]

I think the fact that you feel compelled to affirm how tough, unconcerned or suave you are in nearly every thread testifies to a different sort of emotional problem. So..no.

"If you fail at first, try, try again."

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You want us to feel sorry for you but you won't tell us what we are supposed to feel sorry for? Do you want us to feel sorry that you mixed drugs and alcohol?

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Is Wayne Brady going to have to choke a *****?

And I'm sure you can quit any time you want to.

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<ubuu> does hitler have a last name?
<jipe> .. yes, Ubuu, we're racist commy nazi jews, and we hate male pattern baldness
<Professor`K> Sorry, but half-way through your logic, my head exploded

touché

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WAITER: Here’s your green salad, sir.
ANAKIN: What? You fool, I told you NO CROUTONS! Aaaaaaargh!

It sounds like you are suffering from a temporary pyschosis.

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Superstition brings bad luck.
-Raymond Smullyan, 5000B.C.

Yikes, I hope you're OK.

Your family will probably want you to talk to a therapist. Do it. They wont solve your problems for you, but they'll point you in the right direction

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The Massassi-Map
There is no spoon.

I'm simply stating what is true, nothing more.

All I said was that it seems like I'm one of the few people here that don't have any real problems.


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Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poking me in the ribs and cackling, telling me, "You're next." They stopped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals.

....I just had about 10 things run through my head about 'I did something I shouldnt have in front of her'

...I hope she was impressed.

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That's what the elderly woman who thought I was a cop in civilian clothing hired to monitor her actions at the asylum said. Or the one who thought the staff purposely put mercury in her food. (and yet )

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If you can read this, you need better glasses.