Hi. My life sucks. I'm stuck in a circle of being broke and bored. Money really is everything. I mean, I love my girlfriend, but she doesn't have much fun with me because I'm always grumpy.. 'cause I'm BROKE! I tried getting jobs, really. I don't have any degrees. I dropped out of school for several reasons, a great deal of them my own fault. Now, I'm trying to pick up the pieces and I'm going to school. Sadly, this costs money. I have to borrow it from my mother. She doesn't have a lot to spend either. It makes me feel guilty, even though she says she wants to help me. Without degrees I can't get a job, I can't get degrees because I don't have a job... I know that I made the wrong choices in school, and I'm trying to make up for them. But I keep getting stuck and I'm affraid of breaking down again and, as a result of that, messing up school again. I'm beyond getting angry, that's useless. I'm in a constant state of despair. This costs a lot of energy. Energy that I should be sticking in school.
Life really sucks. I hope you're doing better.
PS sorry for this, I just need to get it out.
Life really sucks. I hope you're doing better.
PS sorry for this, I just need to get it out.