Yeah, girl thread/blog time. I have to rant to someone, even if it's people I don't really know over the internet. I just have to get it out of me before I hit something or someone.
I've liked two girls for a long time. One of them at my school, who in my opinion is absolutely gorgeous, but due to being a complete *** in all of middle school, making multiple mistakes which we won't even go into, she really dislikes me. Okay, I guess I can deal with that. Now my best friend, who shares my free period, also shares the same free period with the girl. They get along fine, because my friend is somehow really compatible with the girl, even though he doesn't like her. He just flirts with her for fun, and she likes it. He really doesn't care that it hurts me, considering he hasn't stopped doing it.
Okay, so earlier, he introduces me to his cousin, who is also gorgeous, and smart, and nice. Sweet, and my friend starts me off step by step on being her friend. I become her friend, cool, and I really like her. We had a brief thing a year ago where we admitted we liked each other but decided it would be best to remain friends, which was painful. At the most recent thanksgiving, she gave quite a few sings that I believe(d) she liked me again as more than a friend, so I was all happy.
Guess what, tonight she told me she's going out with another guy at her school, even though I still love her to death (All you adults out there who say 'you can't love someone yet, you're too young', I've known her and been her friend for about three years now, and I think I do love her.)
I mean, what the hell, does life hate me or what? This is like 5 constant years of pain by the hands of females, and I thought I was doing bloody decently, at least with one of them.
Go ahead and laugh now, call me Emo McEmopants, I don't care, I'm feeling a bit better.
I've liked two girls for a long time. One of them at my school, who in my opinion is absolutely gorgeous, but due to being a complete *** in all of middle school, making multiple mistakes which we won't even go into, she really dislikes me. Okay, I guess I can deal with that. Now my best friend, who shares my free period, also shares the same free period with the girl. They get along fine, because my friend is somehow really compatible with the girl, even though he doesn't like her. He just flirts with her for fun, and she likes it. He really doesn't care that it hurts me, considering he hasn't stopped doing it.
Okay, so earlier, he introduces me to his cousin, who is also gorgeous, and smart, and nice. Sweet, and my friend starts me off step by step on being her friend. I become her friend, cool, and I really like her. We had a brief thing a year ago where we admitted we liked each other but decided it would be best to remain friends, which was painful. At the most recent thanksgiving, she gave quite a few sings that I believe(d) she liked me again as more than a friend, so I was all happy.
Guess what, tonight she told me she's going out with another guy at her school, even though I still love her to death (All you adults out there who say 'you can't love someone yet, you're too young', I've known her and been her friend for about three years now, and I think I do love her.)
I mean, what the hell, does life hate me or what? This is like 5 constant years of pain by the hands of females, and I thought I was doing bloody decently, at least with one of them.
Go ahead and laugh now, call me Emo McEmopants, I don't care, I'm feeling a bit better.
DO NOT WANT.