ugh very tired of this existence.

I get up at 9 everyday and work in a travel shop until 6 pm. I go home, I sit on my back side and I mod. :saddowns:

I wanted to get interview at EA, but the 1 guy i depended on let me down. He lied, and didnt care, he didnt bother trying to help me, despite the fact that he cannot model/texture/animate/draw. He's a games "designer" (which is a glorified tester/admin zombie), and seems to look down on me for being a Games "Artist" ? wtf. Screw you basically.

Now i'm looking into talking to someone from Lionhead (which is better than EA anyway).

Broke up with Tora about a week ago. I know it was the right decision to make, but it was horrible. She didnt take it well, and hasnt spoken to me since really. Now Ruthven is very lonely (and horny )

SOon i shall return to my parents house to get a job on the south coast of england to save for a new uni course in Games Artist, since i need to get a degree in it to get a real good job. (and then move to america maybe?)

So just saying hi, and that I havent died (although i seem to have a serious problem with my brain, in that i have fever migraines almost every day, and iis making life difficult.)

SO take care ya'll! Speak to you soon.

(oh yeh and the stargate levels are going well. Better than well actually. Updates in a month).

if(getThingFlags(source) & 0x8){
  do her}
elseif(getThingFlags(source) & 0x4){
  do other babe}
else{
  do a dude}

Try this.

Not untill the TC is done!

HEY! nice to see ***hole is still here

(steve and rob combined of course)

if(getThingFlags(source) & 0x8){
  do her}
elseif(getThingFlags(source) & 0x4){
  do other babe}
else{
  do a dude}

Rob never left...

Don't go feeling special now.

I've been posting livejournal links in threads that need to be livejournal posts for atleast a week.


Also, the first line of your post basically invalidates you saying you aren't an emo.

If you have migraines every day...you should see a doctor.

That's what he just said, genius.

/me touches Ruthy's bum.

<.<
>.>

*wooooosh*

Martyn, did you just liquify Ruthles' butt?

Heyyy man, long time no see.

Hey! Chin up, it'll get better (at least that's what they tell me :P)

Good to see you around again!

EA sucks. You didn't want to be working for them anyway.

Yay for the return of Ruthven!

Hi. Are you going to disappear and then post a similar thread in few months again?

It's not what I was going for, but I'll settle for it.

LESS DEPRESSION, MORE MANTRAIN

less QQ more pewpew

Hugs all round are needed here!

EA probably swiped your should while you were there. Should have left it with us. Don't worry it will find a way back in time.

You've got a lot of guts coming here, after what you pulled.

I completely know how you feel man. I goto work around 9:30pm... come home around 8am.. sleep for about 6 hours if im lucky, and goto class.. repeat that until friday, where i catch up on sleep and attempt homework, then go back to work (yeeeaaayyy i work friday nights!) get off 8ish saturday morning, make the choice of staying up and being a zombie all day, or sleeping all day and getting to do nothing when i wake up because everyone else is asleep by then. The ONLY enjoyment in my life right now is the very VERY small amount of Wii i play or DVDs I get to watch. I consider it a luxury to be able to sit down and watch the history channel while i eat now.

Ahh Rob You Beat Me To It Again

Yes precious, come to America.

When ever I feel depressed, I take Airborne while in my personal sauna.

Well, hope your migranes go away and that your mood changes to happy.

How the hell does an herbal supplement help you get over depression?

yeah and come to America!

Well. Feel better, dude. EA doesn't really suck and all, like most people are saying, but Lionhead is a lot better. Go for Lionhead.

Hello. You're handsome.

Also boom two kyle90 sigs in a row

You're still alive!

You're alive! Hurrah!

Didn't you leave?

You're alive! Hurrah!

Yes, he did.