See, Heres the thing with the health problems smoking is supposed to cause. One of my buddies is Frickin huge. I mean this guy benches close to 350 and he can run in the low 12's on a two-mile, which is pretty good. He ran and lifted better than I did back at Bragg when he was smoking and I wasn't. How the hell Does that work?
I actually ate more when I was smoking. A lot more. But now that I've started lifting again and decided to stop for the health problems, I've been eating less. Which is strange because I should be eating more and getting hungrier. O_o Madness!
Also, I was talking to my Fiancee last night and I'm pretty sure she's the reason I started smoking. I think it was something about being able to relate to her better. I thought somehow by smoking that I would be closer to her.
I said to her "Baby, I stopped smoking. If I can do it why can't you? It's too easy" and she was like "Because I don't want to". It really pains me to see her smoke because she's been smoking for 3 years and she's just starting to get hints of it on her skin and under her eyes. I really don't want her to keep smoking for the obvious health reasons. But also because It would kill me to see her old and wrinkly in her 40's. Or on a ventilator when we are old.
If my smoking bothers you, don't breathe.