I don't know, I've had some great ups and some really low downs already this year - January and February were the worst though.
My mother lost her job because her boss was sleeping with a woman who wanted her territories and she still can't find another job. My mom being my sole supporter and both of us on expensive medications (me for diabetes and my mom for her heart attack) the loss of the income and insurance was rough, and then a week after she lost her job she needed breast surgery because they found a really big pre-cancerous mass. And, of course, no more insurance.
She made an appointment with her cardiologist because she needed his approval for the anesthesia for the surgery and he died in a plane crash less than a week before their appointment.
We've been getting by financially but I've been using outdated test strips and insulin because diabetes is an expensive disease. I've just been to my endocrinologist who tells me that there is, in fact, a reason there's a date on the test strips and my A1c was consequently, terrible. My pump warranty runs out this year so I'm going to need to get a new pump but without insurance it's about 6 grand and the insurance I'm on now has terrible coverage, because it's through my dad's job.
Oh, and my dad took $43,000 from my mom's retirement fund, which shows up as income on my FAFSA and I consequently barely got any financial aid for the coming year and i don't know how we're going to pay for my last year
Before I left school my voice teacher called me a drama queen and my Charm director said I was on a power trip, both of which I am still extremely bitter about but you might have to know more about the circumstances to get either of those.
BUT on the good side:
I took an amazing trip to Vienna, Austria, I have a great summer internship that's PAID, I'm feeling optimistic about my prospects after I finish school this year and about myself in general. I just turned 21. I don't know, I guess it should be a terrible year, but I'm feeling pretty good, so it's not as bad as it really should be. talk to me in November and I may feel differently.
if you don't want to read all of that, just read the first sentence.
Fincham: Where are you going?
Me: I have no idea
Fincham: I meant where are you sitting. This wasn't an existential question.