how do you not kill someone. all i can think about is blood on my hands, his corpse on the ground. i want him to die. he is a rat. he deserves to die. the world would be a better place if he were dead. but if i kill him i go to jail. how do i get over the all-consuming hate. this isn't right. if you have cockroaches, you call an exterminator. if you have rats, you call an exterminator. he's barely a human, much less a person. his death would be the only thing that's right in the world, but i can't make it happen.
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