A long time ago I foolishly went to DePaul to get a Game Design degree and spend an outrageous amount of my own money out of pocket. I learned a lot that I don't regret, but I came home after getting pneumonia and bronchitis, and realizing that even if I could get into the industry I would be paying off loans long before I'd be able to live comfortably, much less design something worth playing or being proud of.
Now I have an AA and a useless Media Studies Certificate and I was about to go get a BA in "Media" Communications with a Business minor. I have edited weddings and music videos and various other crappy media for a friends family business since I was young, and decided to go with what I've actually been able to accomplish when I set myself to it, possibly working for myself or managing a group with the Business part of the degree.
I wasn't able to get into any classes this semester due to a problem with my old school sending papers to the new one, and have a semester off to think. I realized Communications is the biggest joke of a degree after reviewing some of the likely salaries and success rate for someplace like Minnesota. I honestly don't think I'm ever going to really see the kind of creative freedom or lasting stimulation from the media industry. It's so downsized, watered down, and undervalued that it's akin to working on the line.
I'm bad at math, but I'd honestly still like to get an Economics degree with an emphasis on game theory and try to apply that to educational game design, both in classrooms and with computers for kids internationally. I wonder if this is just as ambitious as my original goal, and if it's going to be so math intensive that I set myself up for failure.
Admittedly, I don't really know if I'm smart enough. I watch too much TED. I want to do the kind of research that can be applied in ways I feel stimulated. I genuinely believe games help people grow socially and facilitate learning, but I don't know if believing that means I can actually make it happen. I've learned the hard way here on massassi alone that passion is not nearly enough.
I am willing to apply myself to this Economics degree, but I don't know if there might be a more realistic path that might be both financially valid, and also personally satisfying that you folks might be able to suggest. I am going to University of Superior Wisconsin, and must change my Major soon if I don't want to go into Communications.
tl;dr I couldn't afford or make money learning to make games, I got an AA and a Media Certificate, I was going to get a Media Communications and Business degree, but now I'm thinking about getting an Economics degree and focus studies on game theory in education, but I'm wondering if I'm only passionate about it as I was with all my stupid mod ideas, and if there might be something a little more suited to my capabilities.
Now I have an AA and a useless Media Studies Certificate and I was about to go get a BA in "Media" Communications with a Business minor. I have edited weddings and music videos and various other crappy media for a friends family business since I was young, and decided to go with what I've actually been able to accomplish when I set myself to it, possibly working for myself or managing a group with the Business part of the degree.
I wasn't able to get into any classes this semester due to a problem with my old school sending papers to the new one, and have a semester off to think. I realized Communications is the biggest joke of a degree after reviewing some of the likely salaries and success rate for someplace like Minnesota. I honestly don't think I'm ever going to really see the kind of creative freedom or lasting stimulation from the media industry. It's so downsized, watered down, and undervalued that it's akin to working on the line.
I'm bad at math, but I'd honestly still like to get an Economics degree with an emphasis on game theory and try to apply that to educational game design, both in classrooms and with computers for kids internationally. I wonder if this is just as ambitious as my original goal, and if it's going to be so math intensive that I set myself up for failure.
Admittedly, I don't really know if I'm smart enough. I watch too much TED. I want to do the kind of research that can be applied in ways I feel stimulated. I genuinely believe games help people grow socially and facilitate learning, but I don't know if believing that means I can actually make it happen. I've learned the hard way here on massassi alone that passion is not nearly enough.
I am willing to apply myself to this Economics degree, but I don't know if there might be a more realistic path that might be both financially valid, and also personally satisfying that you folks might be able to suggest. I am going to University of Superior Wisconsin, and must change my Major soon if I don't want to go into Communications.
tl;dr I couldn't afford or make money learning to make games, I got an AA and a Media Certificate, I was going to get a Media Communications and Business degree, but now I'm thinking about getting an Economics degree and focus studies on game theory in education, but I'm wondering if I'm only passionate about it as I was with all my stupid mod ideas, and if there might be something a little more suited to my capabilities.
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