This year, for the first time in several years, I found my interest in 9-11 suddenly re-awakened. Been watching 9-11 week on National Graphic for a few days, that sort of thing.
For years, I was so frustrated with all the politics and wars that followed the event, that I got fed up with the entire topic. This year, for the first time in years, I could finally take a step back from all that and reflect on the dramatic event itself.
FWIW, I'm sure it must be a hell of a lot different when you're actually living in the US, but 9-11 was a huge thing everywhere in the world. Everybody remembers where he was and what he was doing when it happened, even here.
On the day, I was going to rehearse with my band and standing in line in front of the ATM when I overheard some people behind me talking about airplanes crashing into the WTC and the pentagon, and I was absolutely convinced they were talking about some new spectacular movie or something. There wasn't the remotest notion in my mind that these people could actually be discussing the news. So when we got to the rehearsal space, the TVs were on everywhere and we saw the buildings collapse. It was totally unreal. We all knew the world would never be the same again, in one way or another.
We didn't rehearse that night, and went straight home to follow the news. In the streets the atmosphere was eerie. People were looking at each other with pale faces, and everybody was staring at you as if they were saying 'Have you heard the news?'. Of course the first few hours, we had no clue who could be behind it, and lots of people I talked to were afraid of a third world war, or the US nuking Baghdad...
The sickest thing about 9-11 is the deadly effectiveness with which it was pulled off. It was such a grand and sick plan to more or less simultaneously fly four planes into both towers of the WTC, the Pentagon and (presumably) the Capitol building. I still can't believ they almost pulled off the entire thing. It was grander in scope and more macabre than any disaster movie ever made. The un-be-lie-va-ble footage of the planes flying into the buildings, the people jumping to their deaths (which for me still is the most heart-breaking thing to watch), the towers collapsing, people in the streets running for their lives, Manhattan covered in a huge cloud of smoke and dust... it's like an apocalypse, and it's sick. It's real. It's mass murder, live on TV.
I'm really sorry for your loss, mb, and I realize this post doesn't really contribute anything to the thread.