Some of these, I am not very proud of. But my friends band asked for them. So, most are my own lyrics, but the others are (still my own) just suggestion type things.
One last warning. I have never been suicidal, or madly in love or anything like that. So all this sappy crap you read, is totally random..I mean I have never broken up with someone. Never thought these evil thoughts. This is all from an artistic point of view.
These songs were written from 2000 - 2003
VOICES
I can hear them
I cant see them
I cant smell them
The voices are so deadly
Voices driving me insane
Voices making me deranged
I hide, but the voices speak
I hear them in my sleep
No escape, never placid
Voices are like acid
In my brain they will not leave
All the time just killing me
Why did they pick me
Oh, why do they kill me
Oh, why wont they just leave
Voices driving me insane
Voices making me deranged
The voices will leave me
But the price to pay
Was it to high?
I am just sitting down
Waiting to die
Voices driving me insane
Voices making me deranged
Voices driving me insane
Voices making me deranged
Voices......
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Suicidal Critter
In my mind the voices hide
Killing all of me from inside
If you were me youd be scared
(Im not here to make you feared)
It should have ended but I stayed strong
I dont think Ill be alive very long
Stop the blood and stop the tears!
(But its been you all these years)
STOP IT! Stop it! STOP IT! Just go away!
I dont want to hear your **** today!
As a matter of a fact leave for ever
Cut me free from your hateful tether!
Get out get out GET OUT!
(Calm yourself no need to shout)
STOP IT! Stop it! STOP IT! Just go away!
STOP IT! Stop it! STOP IT! Just go away!
STOP IT! Stop it! STOP IT! Just go away!
Ive tried it all I cant get loose
(Use your shirt to make a noose!)
NO! not now! Just leave my head
(I wont be finished until your dead!)
STOP IT! Stop it! STOP IT! Just go away!
STOP IT! Stop it! STOP IT! Just go away!
STOP IT! Stop it! STOP IT! Just go away!
STOP IT! Stop it! STOP IT! Just go away!
STOP IT! Stop it! STOP IT! Just go away!
Just go.
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PAINS BEGINNING
It started off as a hole in the wall
Now my whole world is starting to fall
I acted like it didnt hurt
But inside my knife dulls
Wearing away until it turns to dust
Holding it in until it rusts
Looking up for hope
struggling to be sane
My dulling knifes stabbing pain
I hid it once Ill do it more
Not crying out but in my core
Stabbing, Jabbing, Falling, Crawling
Stabbing, Jabbing, Falling, Crawling
The pain is never ending like a rope
Right at the time you think theres hope
Stabbing me inside
Jabbing at my life
Falling down my path
Crawling from your wrath
Stabbing, Jabbing, Falling, Crawling
Stabbing, Jabbing, Falling, Crawling
Stabbing, Jabbing, Falling, Crawling
Stabbing, Jabbing, Falling, Crawling
The pain has begun.
----------
PAINS ENDING
My life is now under sheets
I thought we were special, and unique
It feels like years its only been days
My body feels as if its drifting away
He gave it a month
She gave it two
If only we had knew
And now I am here in my room
Alone, and dark, like a tomb.
Love? We thought.
Perfect? Oh yeah
Forever? Of course
For What? Remorse
Never again will it be the same
Never again will we be one
Never again will we see the sun
Love? We thought.
Perfect? Oh yeah
Forever? Of course
For What? Remorse
The final blow, was not from a gun
A knife, or a bat,
but from an internal shattering
For What? More Hate
For What? More Lies
For What? More Pain
For What? The End of it all.
Has my pain ended? Only my heart can tell
----------------
FLOW OF LIFE (a.k.a Acid Music?)
Science wrecks religious thoughts, religious thoughts hold life together, What path is the right one? When I die will I be remembered and passed on, or just another space consuming body in the ground. If reincarnation is real then how will I know when life is really over? If god created earth, then why did he create a person to rule hell? Does Hell exist? Does heaven exist? Does the government hide proof of other beings from us? If aliens exist, do they have the same god as us? Which God is the right god, Allah, Buddha, Lucifer, Spirit, The Lord and lady, are they all one, or are they separate holy unions? Don’t worry about the bad things in life, much worse things happen to others. Greed, power, sadness, happiness, God, Life and Death are all one big cycle.
We try to live out our lives
Never to see the real truth and sift out the lies.
Questions, answers, to many to know
But even dead people belong in our flow.....
Flow of life
Flow of life
Flow of life
Flow of life
Questions, answers through your tears
But we can’t find the answers here
Slowly searching, even slower to find
Going out of my mind
I see beyond what is real
It’s only inside that I can feel
Haunting me, I can’t stay away
Consuming my soul I hear it all day
There’s no other way to continue my.....
Flow of life
Flow of life
Flow of life
Flow of life
Flow of life
Flow of life
Flow of life-ife
Flow of life
Flow of life
Flow of life
Crying (voice in background of crying, whispering) “I’ll never let you win, you can’t hide from me, I’m everywhere, I am the ultimate power, power that sees all, power that feels, hears, and taste all, I am the true, the one, the only power...........Power is what all men try to grasp, along with power comes greed and coruption, you can’t win, all hope is lost.”
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EYE FOR AN EYE
You killed me first
Now I kill you
Im in the air
All over you
Begging is useless
Cause I dont care
One way or another
Your dieing here
You just dont see it
An eye for an eye
Ill hunt you down
Now fu***ing die
You killed me first
Now I kill you
Im in the air
All over you
I could care less
If you felt sad
For killing me
To f***ing bad
Eye for an eye
Tooth for a tooth
Just try to hide
Your gonna loose
You killed me first
Now I kill you
An eye for an eye
A tooth for a tooth
-----------
DEMONS
Trying to get away,
pushing, pulling, screaming,
nothing will help you, the killer is to silent
still pushing pulling screaming…
People fail, who rules?
Trying to conquer trying to grasp!
Dont let go. Dont loose your grip!
It’s trust, hope, life, spirit!
Demons will fail
Hope will rise
People fail, who rules?
Trying to conquer trying to grasp!
Dont let go. Dont loose your grip!
It’s trust, hope, life, spirit!
People have failed
People still try.
F*** you Demons!
F*** you Demons!
F*** you Demons!
F*** you Demons!
F*** you Demons!
F*** you Demons!
Letting the demons win? NO!
Its trust, hope, life, spirit!
Letting the Demons win? NO!
Its trust, hope, life, spirit
People have failed
People still try.
F*** you Demons!
F*** you Demons!
F*** you Demons!
F*** you Demons!
F*** you Demons!
F*** you Demons!
F*** you Demons!
F*** you Demons!
F*** you Demons!
People will prevail.
----------
BE KIND
Share my life around the earth
You stole my mind before your birth
Because its 1,2, 1,2 1,2 -- GO
Don’t slow down, you’ll wreck the flow
Join the club
Bandwagon fan
Go with the flow
Copycat man
Take my mind as yours
But your soul is my mind
You can be evil
But I think I’ll stay kind!
Because its 1,2, 1,2 1,2 -- GO
Don’t slow down, you’ll wreck the flow
Because its 1,2, 1,2 1,2 -- GO
Don’t slow down, you’ll wreck the flow
Speed it up, speed it up
Go around, go around
I took you and your hand
You took my mind
I stole your soul
You took back all time
Because its 1,2, 1,2 1,2 -- GO
Because its 1,2, 1,2 1,2 -- GO
Because its 1,2, 1,2 1,2 -- GO
----------
THE MATRIX
If it was fake would I be too?
Am I a he, a she, an it, or a you?
Drifting away, or drawing near?
Am I up top, under that, or over there?
A Matrix
All the same
Is it a robots or humans shame?
Then again can batteries feel?
Are we all fake or are we real?
Ill unplug you, if you dont scream.
You must wake up its all just a dream.
I wondered why I took that pill
Was it my beliefs or need for a thrill?
But after it all ended was it for the best?
Was I worth that much or was it all a test?
Its easier to ask then it is to seek
I thought my questions were unique
But in the end I was just the same,
As my 6 dead brother preceding my name.
A Matrix
All the same
Is it a robots or humans shame?
Then again can batteries feel?
Are we all fake or are we real?
Ill unplug you, if you dont scream.
You must wake up its all just a dream.
Now that your up awake you have a task
To find the answers for what you ask.
------------------
I’m not going to die, I’m going to see if I was ever alive. - Spike
It's not your right to decide whether they live or die. They deserve a chance! - Vash
BABIES EVERYWHERE!!!
One last warning. I have never been suicidal, or madly in love or anything like that. So all this sappy crap you read, is totally random..I mean I have never broken up with someone. Never thought these evil thoughts. This is all from an artistic point of view.
These songs were written from 2000 - 2003
VOICES
I can hear them
I cant see them
I cant smell them
The voices are so deadly
Voices driving me insane
Voices making me deranged
I hide, but the voices speak
I hear them in my sleep
No escape, never placid
Voices are like acid
In my brain they will not leave
All the time just killing me
Why did they pick me
Oh, why do they kill me
Oh, why wont they just leave
Voices driving me insane
Voices making me deranged
The voices will leave me
But the price to pay
Was it to high?
I am just sitting down
Waiting to die
Voices driving me insane
Voices making me deranged
Voices driving me insane
Voices making me deranged
Voices......
---------------
Suicidal Critter
In my mind the voices hide
Killing all of me from inside
If you were me youd be scared
(Im not here to make you feared)
It should have ended but I stayed strong
I dont think Ill be alive very long
Stop the blood and stop the tears!
(But its been you all these years)
STOP IT! Stop it! STOP IT! Just go away!
I dont want to hear your **** today!
As a matter of a fact leave for ever
Cut me free from your hateful tether!
Get out get out GET OUT!
(Calm yourself no need to shout)
STOP IT! Stop it! STOP IT! Just go away!
STOP IT! Stop it! STOP IT! Just go away!
STOP IT! Stop it! STOP IT! Just go away!
Ive tried it all I cant get loose
(Use your shirt to make a noose!)
NO! not now! Just leave my head
(I wont be finished until your dead!)
STOP IT! Stop it! STOP IT! Just go away!
STOP IT! Stop it! STOP IT! Just go away!
STOP IT! Stop it! STOP IT! Just go away!
STOP IT! Stop it! STOP IT! Just go away!
STOP IT! Stop it! STOP IT! Just go away!
Just go.
-----------------
PAINS BEGINNING
It started off as a hole in the wall
Now my whole world is starting to fall
I acted like it didnt hurt
But inside my knife dulls
Wearing away until it turns to dust
Holding it in until it rusts
Looking up for hope
struggling to be sane
My dulling knifes stabbing pain
I hid it once Ill do it more
Not crying out but in my core
Stabbing, Jabbing, Falling, Crawling
Stabbing, Jabbing, Falling, Crawling
The pain is never ending like a rope
Right at the time you think theres hope
Stabbing me inside
Jabbing at my life
Falling down my path
Crawling from your wrath
Stabbing, Jabbing, Falling, Crawling
Stabbing, Jabbing, Falling, Crawling
Stabbing, Jabbing, Falling, Crawling
Stabbing, Jabbing, Falling, Crawling
The pain has begun.
----------
PAINS ENDING
My life is now under sheets
I thought we were special, and unique
It feels like years its only been days
My body feels as if its drifting away
He gave it a month
She gave it two
If only we had knew
And now I am here in my room
Alone, and dark, like a tomb.
Love? We thought.
Perfect? Oh yeah
Forever? Of course
For What? Remorse
Never again will it be the same
Never again will we be one
Never again will we see the sun
Love? We thought.
Perfect? Oh yeah
Forever? Of course
For What? Remorse
The final blow, was not from a gun
A knife, or a bat,
but from an internal shattering
For What? More Hate
For What? More Lies
For What? More Pain
For What? The End of it all.
Has my pain ended? Only my heart can tell
----------------
FLOW OF LIFE (a.k.a Acid Music?)
Science wrecks religious thoughts, religious thoughts hold life together, What path is the right one? When I die will I be remembered and passed on, or just another space consuming body in the ground. If reincarnation is real then how will I know when life is really over? If god created earth, then why did he create a person to rule hell? Does Hell exist? Does heaven exist? Does the government hide proof of other beings from us? If aliens exist, do they have the same god as us? Which God is the right god, Allah, Buddha, Lucifer, Spirit, The Lord and lady, are they all one, or are they separate holy unions? Don’t worry about the bad things in life, much worse things happen to others. Greed, power, sadness, happiness, God, Life and Death are all one big cycle.
We try to live out our lives
Never to see the real truth and sift out the lies.
Questions, answers, to many to know
But even dead people belong in our flow.....
Flow of life
Flow of life
Flow of life
Flow of life
Questions, answers through your tears
But we can’t find the answers here
Slowly searching, even slower to find
Going out of my mind
I see beyond what is real
It’s only inside that I can feel
Haunting me, I can’t stay away
Consuming my soul I hear it all day
There’s no other way to continue my.....
Flow of life
Flow of life
Flow of life
Flow of life
Flow of life
Flow of life
Flow of life-ife
Flow of life
Flow of life
Flow of life
Crying (voice in background of crying, whispering) “I’ll never let you win, you can’t hide from me, I’m everywhere, I am the ultimate power, power that sees all, power that feels, hears, and taste all, I am the true, the one, the only power...........Power is what all men try to grasp, along with power comes greed and coruption, you can’t win, all hope is lost.”
---------------
EYE FOR AN EYE
You killed me first
Now I kill you
Im in the air
All over you
Begging is useless
Cause I dont care
One way or another
Your dieing here
You just dont see it
An eye for an eye
Ill hunt you down
Now fu***ing die
You killed me first
Now I kill you
Im in the air
All over you
I could care less
If you felt sad
For killing me
To f***ing bad
Eye for an eye
Tooth for a tooth
Just try to hide
Your gonna loose
You killed me first
Now I kill you
An eye for an eye
A tooth for a tooth
-----------
DEMONS
Trying to get away,
pushing, pulling, screaming,
nothing will help you, the killer is to silent
still pushing pulling screaming…
People fail, who rules?
Trying to conquer trying to grasp!
Dont let go. Dont loose your grip!
It’s trust, hope, life, spirit!
Demons will fail
Hope will rise
People fail, who rules?
Trying to conquer trying to grasp!
Dont let go. Dont loose your grip!
It’s trust, hope, life, spirit!
People have failed
People still try.
F*** you Demons!
F*** you Demons!
F*** you Demons!
F*** you Demons!
F*** you Demons!
F*** you Demons!
Letting the demons win? NO!
Its trust, hope, life, spirit!
Letting the Demons win? NO!
Its trust, hope, life, spirit
People have failed
People still try.
F*** you Demons!
F*** you Demons!
F*** you Demons!
F*** you Demons!
F*** you Demons!
F*** you Demons!
F*** you Demons!
F*** you Demons!
F*** you Demons!
People will prevail.
----------
BE KIND
Share my life around the earth
You stole my mind before your birth
Because its 1,2, 1,2 1,2 -- GO
Don’t slow down, you’ll wreck the flow
Join the club
Bandwagon fan
Go with the flow
Copycat man
Take my mind as yours
But your soul is my mind
You can be evil
But I think I’ll stay kind!
Because its 1,2, 1,2 1,2 -- GO
Don’t slow down, you’ll wreck the flow
Because its 1,2, 1,2 1,2 -- GO
Don’t slow down, you’ll wreck the flow
Speed it up, speed it up
Go around, go around
I took you and your hand
You took my mind
I stole your soul
You took back all time
Because its 1,2, 1,2 1,2 -- GO
Because its 1,2, 1,2 1,2 -- GO
Because its 1,2, 1,2 1,2 -- GO
----------
THE MATRIX
If it was fake would I be too?
Am I a he, a she, an it, or a you?
Drifting away, or drawing near?
Am I up top, under that, or over there?
A Matrix
All the same
Is it a robots or humans shame?
Then again can batteries feel?
Are we all fake or are we real?
Ill unplug you, if you dont scream.
You must wake up its all just a dream.
I wondered why I took that pill
Was it my beliefs or need for a thrill?
But after it all ended was it for the best?
Was I worth that much or was it all a test?
Its easier to ask then it is to seek
I thought my questions were unique
But in the end I was just the same,
As my 6 dead brother preceding my name.
A Matrix
All the same
Is it a robots or humans shame?
Then again can batteries feel?
Are we all fake or are we real?
Ill unplug you, if you dont scream.
You must wake up its all just a dream.
Now that your up awake you have a task
To find the answers for what you ask.
------------------
I’m not going to die, I’m going to see if I was ever alive. - Spike
It's not your right to decide whether they live or die. They deserve a chance! - Vash
BABIES EVERYWHERE!!!
Think while it's still legal.
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