My life in song format...

http://www.jedinights.com/ubuu/emplaya/pastdreams.mp3

THANKS TO UBUU FOR HOSTING!

*Intro*
Yo spittin rhymes older than the sands of time
I'm tryin to be the best I can be, is that a crime
I'm treated like **** everywhere I spit, am I sick?, I'm tired of
this but I'm not gonna quit

Cuz my rhymes come from within, people think I'm spit-tin, just to fit-in
but they don't know the **** I've been in
Yo lemme start from the beginnin so pull up a chair and just begin listenin

*1987*
I was born to a fam ripped to shreds by deceit
I watched my moms weep as I played near her feet
I learned to speak my mind at an early age
Started cussin a ton at anyone...(laugh) it was just a phase
I prayed everyday to make my pain go away
But day after day things stayed the same
My feelings withdrawn, my faith in God already gone,
When'll this duckling finally become a swan?
Distressed I guessed I was different from the rest
I figured that out when I came into this mess
My mom believed that books were everything I need
So I grew a lil bit and learned to read with speed
Kinda smart for my age, compared to others
But no matter what, I couldn't phase my mother

*1992*
Started actin a fool at my elementary school
Tryin to be cool by breakin all the rules
My teacher set me straight by being real strict
I owe her, so I gotta say THANKS MISS VICK!
They said I was gifted, it made my spirits lift
A chance of a lifetime, I wasn't gonna miss it
I studied with my buddies and passed the tests
I was better than the rest, the best of the best
Put in a class, wit emphasis on science & math
Then passed 5th grade, into middle school at last

*Hook*
As I walk thru the valley of the shadow of death
I take a look at my past as I take my last breath
Have I lived a good life, wit a beautiful wife
whos been with me under the knife and thru every strife?

*Hook*
As I walk thru the valley of the shadow of death
I take a look at my past as I take my last breath
Have I lived a good life, wit a beautiful wife
whos been with me under the knife and thru every strife?

*1996*
Then came 6th grade, I thought I had it made
But memories of success would eventually fade
My family troubles made my ****in blood bubble
What was easy before started to be a hard struggle
I loved my only mother cuz I knew no other, my dad was always out with another mother****er
He drove her insane with emotional pain, I vowed not to let him infect my innocent
brain
It was downhill from there, I really didn't care
Cuz I felt that life wasn't goin anywhere
Then a girl came into my life, (damn) she was fine
Asked her *** out and then she was mine
For a while, life was good... we moved out the hood
It seemed everything was goin the way that it should
But then she moved and life became ****ty...
Damn I'm gonna miss those tig-ol'-bitties

*2001*
Middle school was done, high school was fun
This was the year I shot my first ****in gun
So many fine chicks rode my big dick
That the name M Playa became my new nick
I started spittin tight rhymes on rap sites
Stayin up late night postin new text fights
My future in rap started here, never woulda thought I'd be doin it for years

*2002*
I started gettin my friends in the rap game
Made up their nicknames while they spit hot flames
Everyone knew about my newly founded crew
then other crews started popped out of the blue
- Undisputed - formed in 2002, was the best crew until the site was thru
I spit my first audio against Mike O
You shoulda heard my flow, I sounded like an audio ho
I left the site and concentrated on school work
Felt like a jerk but nigga that's the way it works
Life was goin great, up until Spring Break
Hooked up wit a chick that'd I eventually hate
She ****ed me over bad like hoes in television shows
****ed me, a friend, even kats I didn't know
But I knew what to do, it made me feel sick
I dumped the ***** real quick but I felt like ****

*Hook*
As I walk thru the valley of the shadow of death
I take a look at my past as I take my last breath
Have I lived a good life, wit a beautiful wife
whos been with me under the knife and thru every strife?

*Hook*
As I walk thru the valley of the shadow of death
I take a look at my past as I take my last breath
Have I lived a good life, wit a beautiful wife
whos been with me under the knife and thru every strife?

*Hook*
As I walk thru the valley of the shadow of death
I take a look at my past as I take my last breath
Have I lived a good life, wit a beautiful wife
whos been with me under the knife and thru every strife?

*Hook*
As I walk thru the valley of the shadow of death
I take a look at my past as I take my last breath
Have I lived a good life, wit a beautiful wife
whos been with me under the knife and thru every strife?

*Outro*
As I grow older and wise, I take a look at my life
And wonder why mines is filled wit strife
I wonder how I became
How many foes I overcame
In my reign, its drivin me insane
But this is just the first of many bends
of my life's path to its eventual end
Will it be drugs, alcohol, and sensual sex
Honestly I'm scared of what's gonna happen next...

Leave me one...

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My Tracks
My Life.

[This message has been edited by Em Playa (edited April 25, 2004).]

Good stuff

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When guitars are outlawed, only outlaws will have guitars.

Not a big fan of rap, and I liked it.

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Life is a sexually transmitted disease and the mortality rate is one hundred percent.

-R.D. Laing

Same here. I used to listen to rap, like 7 or 8 years ago (Wu-Tang, 2Pac, IAM), but I got sick of it.

BTW Playa, this track is a lot better than the first one you put out here, keep it up

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When guitars are outlawed, only outlaws will have guitars.

I like everything but the vocals. Oh, and your life sucks.

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All the prism in the world couldn't make hue.

Haha thanks for the comments... I forgot about this thread.

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My Life.