Strange out-of-the-blue question!!
Y'see. I'm not really anymore. For 2 reasons:
I do believe in an afterlife. Modern science doesnt discredit such things, in fact, recently an experiment actually gave it credit!! I believe some of my essence or spirit would remain in tact and remain on earth.
And secondly, the 1st 20 years of my life have been awful. Kinda a bad upbringing, neglected somewhat, never social until 19 or so. ANd even then I got used abused to such an extent my friends still joke I am the unlukiest guy ever. I seem to constantly battle sadness and a broken heart, so dying would simply be a release from this endless s***.
How do you see it?
D.i.s.c.u.s.s
this is serious
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[url="http://www.techaven.net/Ivory&Blood_Bit1.mp3
http://www.techaven.net/Ivory&Blood_Bit2.mp3"]http://www.techaven.net/Ivory&Blood_Bit1.mp3
http://www.techaven.net/Ivory&Blood_Bit2.mp3[/url]
                
                
                    Y'see. I'm not really anymore. For 2 reasons:
I do believe in an afterlife. Modern science doesnt discredit such things, in fact, recently an experiment actually gave it credit!! I believe some of my essence or spirit would remain in tact and remain on earth.
And secondly, the 1st 20 years of my life have been awful. Kinda a bad upbringing, neglected somewhat, never social until 19 or so. ANd even then I got used abused to such an extent my friends still joke I am the unlukiest guy ever. I seem to constantly battle sadness and a broken heart, so dying would simply be a release from this endless s***.
How do you see it?
D.i.s.c.u.s.s
this is serious
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[url="http://www.techaven.net/Ivory&Blood_Bit1.mp3
http://www.techaven.net/Ivory&Blood_Bit2.mp3"]http://www.techaven.net/Ivory&Blood_Bit1.mp3
http://www.techaven.net/Ivory&Blood_Bit2.mp3[/url]
Code:
	if(getThingFlags(source) & 0x8){
  do her}
elseif(getThingFlags(source) & 0x4){
  do other babe}
else{
  do a dude}
 
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