You know, the worst part, now that I have had some alcohol in me, is that everyone is going to know that I was part of a complete and total sham.
Dear Massassi, how do I deal with this, how do I deal with the the thought that i was complicit to genocide and murder, but that I was also part of the liberation of a very few? If any of you have any answers I would greatly appreciate them as I have not discovered an exit thus far. As far as I can see, there is no exit from my small but concrete part in this tragedy. Or is it a comedy? Maybe I will someday see, that suicide is painless, and though it brings it many changes, I can see through what has come to be?
Epstein didn't kill himself.