Originally posted by Spook:
You know, the worst part, now that I have had some alcohol in me, is that everyone is going to know that I was part of a complete and total sham.
Dear Massassi, how do I deal with this, how do I deal with the the thought that i was complicit to genocide and murder, but that I was also part of the liberation of a very few? If any of you have any answers I would greatly appreciate them as I have not discovered an exit thus far. As far as I can see, there is no exit from my small but concrete part in this tragedy. Or is it a comedy? Maybe I will someday see, that suicide is painless, and though it brings it many changes, I can see through what has come to be?
Dear Massassi, how do I deal with this, how do I deal with the the thought that i was complicit to genocide and murder, but that I was also part of the liberation of a very few? If any of you have any answers I would greatly appreciate them as I have not discovered an exit thus far. As far as I can see, there is no exit from my small but concrete part in this tragedy. Or is it a comedy? Maybe I will someday see, that suicide is painless, and though it brings it many changes, I can see through what has come to be?
If you're actually contemplating it, I don't think anyone here is suitable for helping you with that; I'd recommend getting in touch with the Department of Veteran's Affairs for getting some help with dealing those feelings.
For what it's worth, I don't think any less of you for what other people did.
the idiot is the person who follows the idiot and your not following me your insulting me your following the path of a idiot so that makes you the idiot - LC Tusken
