Whoa how'd this all turn into an argument about weed lol...
Lemme backtrack a bit and answer some questions/comments here..
That's a really long story that's developed over 4 plus years, but to sum it up yes I have been to around 10 different doctors, 3 specialists (one of which is my current one), all of which have been totally useless. I remember one young doctor actually cutting me off and asking "You don't do any weird **** like swallowing swords do you?"... I just walked out of his office after that and got a referral to a different doctor (the specialist, as this guy was just a walk in clinic doctor).
Let me clear one thing up about weed here...
It is bad for my condition, as it's inhaling smoke. BUT, for me, I use it to help with the constant stomach nausea and churning that the medication does not help with. When I smoke, vaporize, etc, I get relief within a few moments, instantly. And yes, it does 100% take the nausea away, but I don't really get pain unless I am actually throwing up, which if I feel coming on I never smoke and wait for it to pass. I also have a mild case of tourette's syndrome, which no other medication has helped, except Marijuana. Hands down, and I will fight to the death over this, Marijuana definitely helps to control a huge majority of my problems ( extreme nausea, stomach burning and churning, the inability to keep food down due to the nausea, not able to eat properly in the mornings or other times of day, etc). But yes, of course I will not deny (as it'd obviously immediately place me in the dumbass column) that the actual act of smoking something does absolutely nothing to help the irritation from my LES/GERD.
Vaporizing is the safest way for me second only to eating, but when you eat Marijuana it takes longer to take effect, not to mention I do not want to be high for 8 hours straight. Again, if I smoke I am able to get instant relief, still function perfectly normal (you cannot tell if I am stoned off my ass or not), and be able to have enough time to come down from it within a few hours, rather than a long period of time which would be the case if I were to have eaten it.
I also want to note that I have tried several trial and error studies to see if my smoking actually seems to make my symptoms worse or not, and aside from the nausea being relieved, nothing else happens. I have gone months without smoking, and my condition remains the same. It never gets worse or better, it's just there, regardless of what steps I take. Diet modifications, etc, do not help.
The worst thing about it for me is that it's affected my life in certain ways. I used to be a hard core workout fanatic, but now I can barely do an hour without feeling like someone kicked me in the gut or actually throwing up something. I've just lost interest. I refuse to smoke before I work out, so I have to suck it up if I can, which I usually do but I still can't pull off a 3 hour work out by any stretch like I used to before I had this condition.
I understand what you are saying, and I agree, but this is not the case for me. I have had more opinions than you would believe, from different cities and areas of the province. Believe me when I tell you though, when it comes to my body and something being wrong, I don't **** around. I don't want to die, and I don't want to live with a condition that's going to hamper my way of living. I've gone out of my way to go to specialists, done everything I could in terms of modifying lifestyle, etc. Believe me when I say, this is not a pleasant thing to deal with. Waking up every single morning feeling like you're going to throw up, not able to eat, go about certain daily activities (like a breif work out, sex, or something that gets you moving that early in the morning), is not a nice thing.
A couple things wrong with this statement... The first thing being that the success rate is actually NOT very high at all in helping the condition I have. Believe me I've looked into it, and read up on it, considering I have to deal with this on a daily basis it has been something of an interest with me to figure things out. Not only that, but I've had MORE than one doctor, including specialists, repeat these statements. On top of that, I am apparently not a good candidate for the procedure, for whatever reason that the doctor did not clarify (which I will be having done with my next appointment). So unless you're overriding all of the doctors, specialists, and medical articles I've been reading and hearing with your opinion, I'd like to continue believing you're incorrect.
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/6639174
That's just one relating to my specific condition. The success rate does not necessarily depend on how successful the surgery itself is, but how successful it remains well into the patients life. Of course the surgery has a fairly decent chance of fixing the problem or at least a great deal of it, it has a vast amount of highly possible side effects post-op, as I just posted above. I could find more but it's 2am and I am a bit tired at the moment.
Second, I'm not whining at all. If I was whining I'd be asking you guys to feel sorry for me, which I'm not. I was just giving a detailed explanation of the story so I don't face the usual Massassi cross-examination of every word I have said.
I think/hope that kinda covers it all a bit better.